It's half term at last, in fact it's coming to the end of half term and as usual, I haven't done half of the things that I planned to do. Ideally, my week would have been spent sorting and organising and seeing my friends and family, and generally doing all the things that I don't usually get time to do. But, of course, nothing is seeming to go as planned recently, so I have spent most of the week sleeping, mopping around my flat, generally feeling ill and getting on the nerves of the people closest to me!
Now, actually, I suppose this isn't entirely true as I did go to the theatre on Saturday afternoon to see a great play 'Life x3' at The Watermill Theatre in Newbury (I have decided that going to the theatre on a Saturday is now one of my favourite things to do!) and I did go into work on Tuesday to help the little darlings finish coursework that should have been completed a year ago - not that I'm particularly complaining - little did they know that I was getting £30 an hour as a result of their laziness!


I have come to the conclusion that where I live - the actual location and the building - is an extremely important part of me being happy. Don't get me wrong, living within walking distance of any shop you could possibly imagine and being within a five minute drive of work has its bonuses, but no matter what I do, my cardboard-walled flat will never feel like home. I need a garden, or at least somewhere I can walk to that is quiet and beautiful. I need a home that is 'me'. I spent two years decorating and dressing my previous house, so that it was my home - a home that was an extension of my personality, each colour and cushion carefully picked out.
Unbelievably, you can rent out a two bedroom cottage, with a garden and countryside views for the same price as a small, one bed flat in Swindon. How does that work? One thing is for sure, as soon as I can, I will have my home back - a place that I look forward to spending time in, a place that I want to be, somewhere that is me.
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